Sigh

Posted by aLv|N (Melbourne, Australia) on 2 January 2008 in People & Portraits and Portfolio.

This was written by my Sister, on her blog for me. I can't begin to tell you the emotions that rushes thru me when I read this.

sometimes,

it doesn't matter how hard you work for it,

you're never gonna get what you worked for,

and sometimes,

it just comes to you naturally when you need it most.

happiness is what everyone looks for

but how many can get it?

many of us look for it at the wrong place,

because they don't understand it.

happiness isn't something you LOOK for,

it's something you already HAVE.

it's all in your mind....

(this is for Alvin, my older brother)

And then... i stumble upon this.... my heart just melted. I felt sorry for not being able to do more for my sister, do more for her right now! I really don't want her to go thru the same things that I have to go thru, the work, the few jobs, just for that extra cash to live, and the studies at the same time. And in the mist of it all, trying to have a life as well. I really want her to have a better life! she deserve so much more! I just wish that I can give it to her!

[I admire my elder brother at times... I wonder how he can cope with his busy working life and still find time for God and his friends. I don't seem to be able to do that but I'm determine to do it no matter what it takes. He, isn't who he used to be as well. In the 3 years that I haven't seen him, he's changed. Changed into a person totally different from who he was. And I'm glad because he changed for the better. I hope he continue to pursue his dreams and never give up. I can't wait till that day. And since I'm not sure when that day will come, I'll just be more optimistic and say, I can't wait till THE DAY he comes back next year, cause after 3 years, I'm starting to wonder how it is to have him back in the house again. Haha.] - From Her blog.