Peace...

Posted by aLv|N (Melbourne, Australia) on 17 March 2008 in Landscape & Rural.

I'm been back in Melbourne for a couple of days now... almost a week. Life's been harder since I got back. Things are different, and with bills and stuff due-ing I had to work twice as hard as I did before. And today, One of my team member got fired. I knew it was coming, but somehow I never thought that I would have mixed emotions about it. She talked to much at work and doesn't wanna be there or do her part. And with an attitude problem, it didn't help either. But I can't help but start thinking, I've just signed my new contract right before she got fired, and thoughts just run thru my mind thinking that could have been me. I came to a conclusion that this year, I would have to work twice as hard, and be twice as happy about it, and need to be two times more under pressure! I preform better while I'm under pressure, but if I'm not happy, It's the same deal. Everyday is a brand new day, I just hope that everyday gets to be as peaceful in the future...