In Action...

Posted by aLv|N (Melbourne, Australia) on 22 July 2009 in Lifestyle & Culture.

This is me & the ever so fabulous Lore Lore in action backstage.


Lately I feel that I've lost touch to the world. Or touch of the world. How ever you like to put it, I feel like I lost touch, to everything. My prayer life isn't great, my devotions are running dry, work isn't just work anymore, and on top of everything, I have no idea why I'm involved in so many things. My mind is just everywhere at the moment... I feel... Lost...

It's been awhile since I had a heart to heart with someone. Or even look at another person in a way that interested me. My heart doesn't skip a beat anymore. Or it hasn't for awhile anymore after Sarah that is. When I tried so hard and yet nothing comes of it, and everything blows into smokes, I gave in, gave up, lost hope. I find myself wondering around the city alone, or riding on my bike just to clear my head cos when I'm on that thing, I feel free, I feel alive. My mind doesn't think of all those things thats been happening, it's just thinking about how to make the next turn or weather or not i'm under the speed limit. I guess thats one of the main reasons why I want a Harley so badly!


Before, I use to have a bunch of people around me that I can hand out with and talk to. Now, everyone seems to be so busy with their own lives that whenever I try to make contact, there's either no responds or a VERY late reply. Or I'll find out that groups of who I use to think were my close friends would hang out or do things without inviting me, and when i find out around it, they just said that they thought I was busy. I guess if this is the kinda friendship that I'm gonna get, I am busy. Sorry. But No. I am no the person that you call only when you're in trouble or only when you need something. Friendships are a two way thing. And when it becomes one way traffic, I think it's time to be just "Hi-Bye" friends. I have no idea why I'm writing this but today I fully got reminded that I wasn't important in anyone's live. Apart from when they need to borrow something or need a ride. Another reason why I want a Harley so badly.


At the end of the day, things has become this way weather we permits it or not, or even if we didn't want it to. The reality is, it has. So what are YOU going to do about it? And yes. I'm writing this to you guys that reads this blog. Y'all know who you are. People come and people go, thats a fact of life. I think I'm still searching for that special group of friends that stick to you like glue, encourages you like nobody's business, and would only lift you head up for you when you are down. So if you think you're that kinda person? Give me a halo! Cheers

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